Today has been a good day so far! Last night, I went out with my boyfriend , visited some friends at their local bar, and it was ok, I guess, went back home and slept!

I feel that that stopping the pill and trying to eat healthier, and be more healthy has made a slight change in my moods, my attitude and the way I am in general, although the flu that I have is influencing the result a lot I guess.

So we slept and we slept and it was nice because I really love him , he is such a treasure really.

and then we got up and we went back to our family houses which is always stressful.

Later in the evening , he brought me home my new dog! I dont know how to name him yet, he is not of any distinguished race , he is jet black, quite fat, and quite cute, although he has the angst of separation now. I hope he does get better, I put him together with my other dog, female, which is very nice and quiet and I think they wont be having any problems.

I just hope that the cats wont attack him.... but i dont think they will go where my other dog is so i think he will be ok!

Now I need to sleep, because I really cant be bothered to go out , ill and all, it is just too much for me at this time, although I would love to party a little bit, since it will be ages when there will be people again in this god forsaken place...but i am too tired.
so nite nite.....

Today was one of those days that look completely useless and pointless from the outside, but are quite essential for the days to come and a result of the days that were.

My throat was so sore, i could not speak without feeling razorblades cutting the lining of my throat, nor swallow without having to think twice of what I had just done. So I just slept all morning,and a little bit of the noon, finally getting out of bed at 15.00 . Ridiculous, you would say, but thats what happened.

then I decided to tidy my wardrobe up! what a mess was that, and taking into consideration the changes of the weather, it took me 3 hours to get it done properly, and that was without ironing and cleaning etc.....

And then, since my day had been so productive until that point, I decided to go shopping, which I did, and I bought 3 pairs of jeans! for 250 euros all of them!

and now, after having had dinner, I am wondering what to do next!

maybe I should go and try my new jeans on! yeahhhh

love

I always wanted to become a writer. I thought that with the imagination that I have and the languages that I know , that it would be an easy thing to do. However, it is proving to be real hard, and the reason is, that whenever I feel like writing something, the thought goes in my head, that says, that there is no need to write something like that, that nobody would ever want to read it.

So , before I start writing fiction, I will keep this online journal of my life, just to get in the habit of writing, and to get the ideas flowing from inwards to outwards. If anybody reads this blog, I would be happy to reply to comments.

Having the anonymity of the internet, I guess I will be able to write freely about my life here, the events that happen, and the thoughts that follow.

So , welcome to my journal.I hope it will be interesting for you